Live together almost a year and we didn’t make it until death do us apart. The break up is hard, sad and unexpected. Tears never stop until now. I tried to fight for us, but he gave up on me and our daughter. So, Nothing to fight for, if only I stand alone. He probably wasn’t good for me.
My life may not be going the way I planned. But it is going exactly the way Allah Swt. planned it
Honestly, I’m missing him and heart never let him go. I can’t erase all the good memories, love and laughter. My love is big then my disappointment. I only can pray whenever i think of him. May Allah protect him. Let Allah heal my broken heart. Time heal.
Life is about choices, I choose a better decision. I hope the future will be better. And Allah Swt. knows best.
For Baby Ajwa, my innocence angel, when you are old enough to know the truth. Please be patient and accept the reality. Your Mom and Dad divorcement is not a shame and mistake. We have different way to enjoy life. it happened for a reason. Mom will not regret it and hope for Allah’s forgiveness. I always love and do the best for you. So, you will have all love you need. We don’t know what tomorrow holds, but we know who holds tomorrow. Allah Swt. does.
Time Capsule – 21 May 2015